Dreaming

borderline, bipolar, hypomanic, histrionic or just manic, intoxicated with hallucination, very extremely internally frustrated with a little emotional dysregulation within a structure built by fatigue and a low tolerance for reality... i remember remembering memories and experience's that i swear to myself at the time they are really real taking place in a moment within a place that is permanent and unguarded un-transitory unpicked and unchosen reflecting reality in a moment passing through precisely true circumstance outside and beyond my own head spaced distorted memories of my memory replaying unguided uncontrolled barely reasoned in a process i always forget forgetting over and over every morning every night again and again... i feel tired and like i need not make sense for a while

Reviews

[Tina]

Such a mixture of issues, sounds confusing. I enjoyed reading this

[texasjane]

Your writing is extremely deep. You are a true philosopher. I think if I read each poem ten times, I would gleam something different out of each read. Well done. I enjoy pieces that make me think. I would suggest that you find a landing place with each piece. Leaving the reader up in the air can be exhausting. Writing is your therapy, that is plain. I enjoy your work but, like I said, the fact is the writing is good but a good mental exercise for the reader.

[Poetic Beauty]

This poem sounds like someone who suffers from ptsd which has cause a whole array and multitude of different psychological issue. Add in lack of sleep and you have these issues amped up

[Davidgeo]

I'm sure they've never done a study but I'm sure that it is not beneficial to crazy people to have an expansive vocabulary. Language is a hell of a thing.

[Poetic Beauty]

Many crazy people are extremely intelligent

[Davidgeo]

There are many different kinds of crazy. If you don't have a profession to focus on, words can be your enemy. Describing something too well can be, defeating.

[Poetic Beauty]

That’s is a point well made.

[Davidgeo]

I'm pretty sure my cat is having a better life expeirance than me and he has no f*****g idea what I'm saying most of the time.

[Poetic Beauty]

I feel the same way somedays. I’m definitely in need of an adventure. I will have my adventure before then end of the year

[Davidgeo]

All adventure starts from the inside. You don't need to go anywhere. Still the price is high. Have you ever broken yourself on purpose before?

[SheIsMe]

The last line got me. I love the rhythmic way you write.