My Best Friend

me and him and i

you're adorable dave
"i know..."
but it's not in a good way

 though

we see crazy people together
we say things crazy about each other

we've done unspeakable 

things

together

pretending good friends are like coins
to be had
to be spent
to be tossed

aside 

because we have each other 

dave. . .
you don't know how to live,
how is it that we've survived. . .

through this and through that

and through everything?

through all of this?

(just you and me?)

against all the monsters. . .?

so people watch
our life like a strange event
a car accident or something

ending up like this

or that, kind of strange event

this is not what we think

my friend,

I cannot lie to you. . .

you are my only one

the best of all the rest

my only friend

i'd f****n' die for you

and i'd have killed myself

so many years ago...

if not for you

 my dear dear friend 

dave…

i love you man
(i love you too)

even if

   we are insane

i'm always here for you

but,

    this may not end up well   

Author's Note

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

I have more understanding of this than you probably think. I know of two people who live their lives in this way. They have been friends for years. They are there for each other through thick, thin and trouble. And there is plenty of trouble. They certainly aren't particularly good for each other but the alternative would be loneliness and loneliness is deadly too. Your last line resonated and I am nodding my head in understanding. Good morning David

Chris

I've come back to this because it could also be about one person with a mental health disorder.

[Davidgeo]

He is me and I am him... quite literally.

There is no other person.
(i talk to myself a lot)

But anyway you like it, or find familiaraty in it, is something I am very pleased with.

On a completely unrelated and random note, how does England feel about the american Thanksgiving holiday?

[Chris Shaw]

Well I can only speak for myself because I don't think there are particularly strong feelings about Thanksgiving over here. I know it's a very important day in your calendar, what we call a bank holiday and I am happy fior you. A family and friends occasion, but that will be very hard on some. Happy Thanksgiving, might not be so happy for some. Same as how Christmas is over here. It can be lonely for many.

[Davidgeo]

No one really cares about the essence of that holiday. It's just an excuse to eat heartily with extended family, watch football (American) and buy stupid gifts for christmas the next day. We have no history anymore... good or bad; we are nationally opportunistic. But we can't yet admit that yet en masse.

[Davidgeo]

… we still pretend.

[Chris Shaw]

Same as Christmas. The true meaning has long gone for most.

[Davidgeo]

Postmodernism is what we'd call that I think. But it's no fun to think about right now. Sorry for being a buzzkill in this little discourse. Happy holidays ; )

[Chris Shaw]

They haven't started ov er here yet :))

[George David Hope]

Liked this...I mean we are the only ones who really understand what we are going through...what runs around in our heads....and we are always there to have a little chat to when ever we are needed. Thanks for sharing

[Davidgeo]

We all talk to ourselves... just not out loud too much. (or they'll call you schizophrenic)

[Gee]

Here's hoping you get to share both your life and mind with that special one, they would probably need to be the polar opposite of you though, but have to be on the same intellectual level. It's either that or an array of blow up lovers all with that shocked look on their faces and ever willing "O" shaped mouth :)
My best mate keeps one behind the bar in his garden, calls her Shirley, has her dressed in his favourite football teams kit, West Ham United. I don't think he's ever knocked her, well, I'm hoping he hasnt.
Good morning David.

[AYVID N]

This may be the voice of a man who is alone but not a man who will ever be lonely. It’s the best kind of partnership there is and I wholly subscribe to it. I’m sure it will all end well.

[Davidgeo]

Alone but not lonely... you know me fairly well despite our interactions being relatively limited

[AYVID N]

Of course :)