I Don't Really Mind the Hate Mail Anymore

rontonytaterelicrichochetsilentejohn… etc.

for those who say silly s**t like...
"you're legitimizing a cancer"
"you're actualizing a monster"
"you're ruining a community"

maybe you should read me first

maybe you should be more honest

perhaps,

maybe,

you're the cancer

the bully bigot

fascist jack asses. . . 

and you didn't even know it

because your life is distorted 

in a way that pins your pride

upon a surface but no deeper

on a recreational writing site

without even thinking

how pathetic those goals are

how surface your morality is

like when your ego relies on

the spirit of silencing

that which you do not agree with

… that means something …

it means you're a pack of group thinking idiots

(idiots)

  and idiots pathetic

          like you are why Donald fucktarded Trump is my president

your goals are clearly disingenuous 

your goals are inherently pathetic

your goals are obviously selfish

    and people can see that

Author's Note

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

I don't know about the history of this place. I am a newbie, but I'd say concentrate on your writing and let everything else go. You have readers, you will get more if you come across as a serious writer. And you are.

The video? The grandchildren would lap it up. Me, I'll stick to a cup of tea this evening.

Chris

[Davidgeo]

This wasn't real writing. I just have to vent sometimes. Thank you for the encouragement; if only a little bit, it still helps me.

[Chris Shaw]

Your real writing has far more appeal. Middle of a very hot night here and phone misbehaving

[...]

I always enjoy more poems with messages or story. I realy don't like nice framing about nothing. This poem is important what is saying. People here are more considered about own writing and they don't like hearing a truth. Yes simple the truth. Your anger is well expressed but I think here no one really care. I make few poems about my experiences with top writers and even say they names. But no one care. What I miss on this site is more honesty and accepting others critics. I am aware my grammar is horrible so I don't mind if someone call me negramot etc. Keep honest writing cause just few are really honest here. Sometimes it's wasting of time to deal with hate. But sometimes we have to cause our dignity and authencity.

[Davidgeo]

You're broken English is a little too stereotypical... like you're trying to sound like someone else.

Are you a big fan of Andy Kaufman by any chance?

[...]

No i am fan of myself and my mental disorders. By the way i hate stereotypes.

[Davidgeo]

That's a curious way to answer that question.

Look into who Andy Kaufman was. It's not at all an insult to be compared to him.

[...]

My comunnication can sounds weird to normal people. One of my talent of my brain is I cannot make order at my thoughts. Sometimes people think I am rude or autistic. I try check that guy and let you know what I think.

[Davidgeo]

Yeah... you do that.

[...]

Yeah I did. I can say his social awkard humor represnt my personality. I often say something out of line and contest. Even I am actually very shy . I always enjoy audience and provok them with more my nonsense. Thanks for inspiration.

[h d e rushin]

Yes, I read your poetry, which in many ways is miles ahead of so many others in content. ( if i can use "miles" adverbially here?) Remarkably, sometimes you're angry and sometimes contrite..And then sometimes objects are being thrown around the room.....lol. And I do understand that philology is not a science but a discipline. Great write/ dana

[Davidgeo]

I'm glad you read me. I know I've been kind of a dick to you at times; I've been a dick to almost everyone here at one time or another. I try and at least have a kernel of logic to it, though, that's not always the case... I'm very, very wrong sometimes. But don't take it too personally, but also, don't let me get away with it either. You can tell me to f**k off and if it makes real sense I'll probably respect you more for it.

[Neville]

I think this just needed to be written, if you had not done it first, someone most surely would have sooner or later, and the way I am feeling, it most likely would have been me.... respect, Neville

[Davidgeo]

I'm sorry you have had an experience here that made you likely to also write something like this. Sometimes it's the more "popular" writers here that are complete cancer behind the scenes and no one else is willing to believe it and actually become enraged at whoever brings it up. For a long time here I was considered to be something I really wasn't because of that. But I have a certain mental resiliency (i'm a stubborn a*****e) and very little shame so I still remained here none the less... and over time I think the truth eventually shined through. And I think it will benefit the overall growth of this site and that of it's writers.

Of course, some people will always think I'm the devil. I'm just not pleasant enough to win everyone over no matter how obvious things become.

Thanks for stopping by and reading this, thing. I didn't think anyone would actually care enough to read it let alone comment on it.

[Neville]

Like I said before, respect.....

[Ian D. Mooby]

Haters will be haters. Some people just feel they have to tear others down and it is good to vent about it.

[Davidgeo]

I'm kind of a hater myself. But I don't do it for selfish, vanity orientated reasons. Tearing down is not inherently wrong, sometimes it needs to be done. But when it's done out of spite or pure vanity that generally means that person(s) is total pile of s**t.

[AYVID N]

So this is just to say that you are read, understood and appreciated much. So ignore the hate and the mails and keep writing. Lots of people need you to. ⚘

[Davidgeo]

I have to walk a fine line between ignoring that bullshit and using it for creative motivation. This writing is a waste in it of itself, but, this kind of s**t helps me breath a little easier when I get it off my chest like this.

Only one of those idiots truly bothers me and it's not because they are good at trolling or sending hate mail from fake profiles... it's because they continue to pretend that they served in the military when they didn't even serve a single day. i.e. - wordman; even after I and other's have objectively busted him for faking his military service he still continues to tell people on this site that he's a war vet... it's even on his "about me" to this day... that's a kind of disrespect to all the people who paid the ultimate price, people I knew and called brothers, that I cannot forget. People should know that he is a fraud. There's even a term for what he's doing, "stolen valor". People like him disgust me in a way not many can.

[AYVID N]

I'd not like to focus on what I cannot change...

Had a marathon performance review that lasted 11 hours. I'm bone spent.

[Davidgeo]

Lets never speak of this again then.

To be honest, I didn't really think anyone would comment on this piece of carthasis.

[AYVID N]

😕........💦