Preparatory Words For My Idiot

the more i chemically lobotomize myself

the more i feel peace. . .

if only from a clearly destroyed conscious

      (decline in my faculties).

all things become clean

may it come quickly

　

may i f****n' take it. . . nobly?

fast is smooth,

smooth is fast

  -- eventually, I hope to forget what that means.

hard becomes smooth,

smooth becomes life,

for my idiot will be peaceful.

    ( i'd kill every last one of you to achieve that. )

Author's Note

Reviews

[KWP]

Yeah interesting take - destroyed consciousness - where we feel nothing anymore - free from the attachments that bind us to a torture our own minds creates.

With the days of recreationally exiting from this reality long behind me the exodus or should I say the leap into that same place you talk of without the chemicals pulls hard then soft, then hard again and here Iinger in the now X

[Davidgeo]

Alzheimer's was the topic... the last line was mostly about a suicide disguised as a mass murder. Everyone dies to that person who kills themselves... they are killing everyone they know in their own mind before their own mind kills everything they ever knew. This wasn't my best work.

[KWP]

Well as soon as you said chemicals my brain was transported acid like and elsewhere :-)

read moreWell as soon as you said chemicals my brain was transported acid like and elsewhere :-)

Happens .....


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