upon me
daylight or nightlight
infrared maybe x rays
anyways
it is all of it star light
that bathes us
that borne us
clean into this existence
that still and always will
offer us clear illuminations
if one knows what to look for
bred from pure terror
from an extreme chaos
of an ancient energy
destroying itself backwards
into something
instead of nothing
like a fluid energy
eventually
formed into time
mysteriously
then into a matter
impossibly basic
impossibly uniform
like a thick stew
uniformly
cloaking beginnings
of our universal past
a thing now
i cannot understand
as i no longer know what to look for
just by thinking
(how depressing)
or maybe it really does follow...
we are born of our past
we will die for our future
ad nausea
(and by the way,
i don't like chickens
and i think eggs are stupid)