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A Poem by Davidgeo

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fighting problems with bigger problems
i'm a good man
i swear
just ask me
he'll tell you

so i have nothing to swear by
so f**k you and the bed you slept on

(with me warmly)

watch me now
and my 'nothing to stand for'
selfish attitude

say things you never expected

it's absurd
(make a space)
it's depressing
(stick around)

and who the f**k are you?
(maybe i forget things)
maybe i forgo things

(break)

if this wasn't so funny
i'd have killed myself years ago
i meant i'd have killed you years ago

(break)

in my pocket
live all my lies
less impressive

(break)

than all my truths
(idiot)
loner
foolish stoner
(broken)
wallowing foolishly
over feats anonymous
(who cares?)

topped off with hatred
(idiot)
spite
from an unreliable skill set
i smell like shame
and 'f**k you'

(break)
so who the f**k are you supposed to be?
(break)

i am less than nothing
pleasure to meet you
(breaking)
much better than zero
abruptly
(f**k)
nice to meet ya....
(broken)
"crimson and clover over and over and over and ..."
it hurts very badly
to be this confused
and reason abandoned
(shattered)
ashamed

somebody please kill me
(empty)
i cannot do this alone
(anymore)