bred from chaos
hiding in new endeavors
looking for tranquility
in any form...
getting lost by any means necessary
this challenge is visceral
my intellect is incidental
very broken
so i smoke weed and read Nietzsche
then i f**k the world intellectually
the best i can... (broken and on drugs again)
as a merciless contrarian
for fun, for spite, for reason, for anything
that helps one overcome
something he does not want to remember
anymore
(lie, cheat and steal... with honor)
so it's all bullshit....
so i will make it all simple...
i will smoke weed, i will read nietszche
i will f**k the world, intellectually
i must make it simple
(for us)
because i have to
(because, well, i guess i don't know why)
anymore
i never learned how to care intellectually
i might just be a monster with a vocabulary
(how sad)
how pathetic
and pretentious
f*****g idiot