Disintegration

Dissolved, can you catch the rest of me... (my audience has been slaughtered) yay!

You ever forget some time?

Treachery or vanity or something like...

(that time that you lost something)

Animal memory....navigating treachery

F*****g beasting our time instead of remembering

(things have been done...)

Shut up!

You're not my f*****g treachery

I can still climb and see all that's in front of me

Embarking again....

(out of spite, why else?)

Matching colors like I do; preferring fabric like I have done

I can't know why (do you?)

Like velvet, like lace; like a black dress on a monster

We are here and we are beautiful

In single serving chances

(we wait)

Until we cannot

Those things we call disaster

In shapes we can relate to...

Don't die in an avalanche

Or stuck....

In a bottleneck

Dying's for cowards....

And me lady, our dicks are too big

We're going to live forever.

(unspectacular)

Trying instead

Finding what was lost to us....

Dying alone           

We'll wish

For something after....

Author's Note