I Am Growing Out

And you are growing in

I will show you how you feel

I will bring out your ideal self

Who else can do that for you here?

The praise machine?

Or maybe the hurt feelings regime?

It appears they have too much to lose

I would never be so selfish with you

I offer you more than they ever could give

Because I do so for free

Reviews

[KWP]

there are only a handful of people on this planet who are completely free - I am not there yet - but I am giving it my best shot - most people don't understand the type of freedom you discuss here (well that's what I get our of it) the trick is to learn equanimity for al and everything in the everywhen - that is when we shall really start to grow in but out ... but we cannot mind those who take time enough to share thoughts and comments in whatever forms they come X

[Davidgeo]

"the trick is to learn equanimity for all and everything in the everywhen"

This is not reality. The range human emotion spans such a diverse range this is never even going be close to possible. Try telling a Syrian kid he should be happy "everywhen" after his family gets slaughtered right before he learns there is not such thing as justice in certain parts of the world. See how seriously he takes you, how disgusted he would be with your egocentric BS "equality everywhen". This is one of the major reason the rest of the world HATES western society... we have the greatest circumstances at the expense of that world and when we hear bitterness we say stupid s**t like "just be positive" and "lets focus on equality for all". We don't even try to understand what drives the bitter anger, resentment, and hopelessness (you would be disgusted how our lifestyle is truly maintained) ..... we say s**t like this to people who don't have 1/10th of what we have and some of us get confused why they resent us... but I don't, I've seen why our attitude on "equality" is fairy tale bullshit perpetrated to keep people like you from seeing the truth. There really is no equality, only circumstance. Enjoy your circumstance but don't pretend for a second you know anything about what true equality means.... give every dime you have to starving kids in Africa,,, no ? You don't want to do that? It's because deep down inside you know your values are surface based and your lifestyle is to comfortable to lose for you to truly attack inequality. True worldwide equality is the natural world, "if you can take it - it belongs to you"... the whole point of western society is remove ourselves from the brutality of the natural world. Equality for all? It's not something available for the taking by us anymore. It is a superstition and a fairy tale.

[Davidgeo]

Buzz words.... lots and lots of buzzwords. Sponsoring a kid in Africa is just the type of dog and pony show that helps people feel content with the current situation.... you help a few, barely, so you can feel less guilty about something undeniable - our lifestyle always has been dependent upon the unequal distribution of power and resources. How much impact did slave labor have on the foundations of modern society? How many different religions were persecuted into extinction before we got to where we are? How much help are you really offering?

Equanimity, it's a self medicating mantra that allows you to do NOTHING in the face of immorality. Truthfully, I think it is the coward's path.

[daninstockholm]

That's a crude and cruel answer, in my humble opinion, in that sure, for those with oodles of money, sponsoring a child in a poorer country than they happen to live in may seem like a self-serving act, but if it represents a representational dip in personal finance, then who are you to judge their commitment? Not everyone who donates to charity is a hypocrite, or self-serving, many of them, my self included do what they can afford to do and have to learn to live with the overall insufficiency within the totality of the need. I reject as self-serving your own attitude, one may ask what YOU are doing to end poverty in the third world? Are you sacrificing lambs to slaughter or selling your own blood and kidneys? I would guess not, and neither am i. We make the choices we can, do whatever we can with the hope that it can begin to make a dent or perhaps inspire others to join in our actions.

[Davidgeo]

Keep wagging that finger d********g... even though no one asked you. By all means, butt into an already extensive conversation. Call me a hypocrite for not doing enough even though I'm sure you do nothing. Give me a break dude, go do your best Kayne West impression elsewhere.... KWP can handler herself... you ain't batman b***h.

[daninstockholm]

like i said,, crude,, goodbye sunshine!

[KWP]

Wow ... Surely jizz you are bi-polar ...

I make no apologies by living by mantras that inch myself and the planet towards love ...

Why are you so argumentative anyway? Are you one of those people who needs to be right about everything all the time?

Shame - you should stop and think - you really have a long way to go ...

Adding negative garbage to the world does nothing for me ... Sorry bout that ... I tried ... But you stupidity has exhausted me ... My apologies ... There goes my equanimity ... But then I knew I had a way to go with that :-)

[Davidgeo]

Did you just try and diagnoses a complete stranger with a serious mental condition?

Either you're angry and you don't want to show it or you're kind of an idiot.

You can't see that everything I do here is connected? kind of like a quasi performance art piece. I think you're confusing my creativity with something else. Surely you're not this hypocritical.... perhaps you can't see it. Either way, you consistently misread the terrain.

[daninstockholm]

and you just sent me a friend request after treating both Kay and me with total disrespect? HAHA,, BEST LAUGH I'VE HAD TODAY!!

[Davidgeo]

Don't be so sensitive beard face. You are not this tiny fragment of discussion as I am not this. I don't give a s**t how you take it.... But like a drunk dude used to always say to me
... If I'm the only one laughing, I win

[KWP]

i did diagnose you yes - i just don't understand your desperate need to be a nasty bunch of atoms rolling around in the hay of life - .....

and - sometimes I am an idiot too

[Davidgeo]

Well, I'm here to stimulate growth my dear. I would expect you to understand what it means to push people out of their comfort zone. This is the simulacrum... the consequences are purely self inflicted no matter who's pushing the buttons

[KWP]

well of course that is true .... which is why I have always thought of you as a bit of a joker and therefore remain unaffected - but thank you for 'stimulating growth' although I reckon I am doing pretty damn well on my own on that front ;) oh yes life is here now - lets live it ....

[Davidgeo]

We are better as a team.... You aren't whole without the negative... the equal is the assimilation of both.

I am nothing more than you minus me... if you can dig it.

[KWP]

all sounds very 'Osho' and perfectly balanced .... keep accepting and passing through .... the other side is waiting oh so patient .... if you can dig it ;)

[Davidgeo]

If you say so. I'd probably have sex with you on either side. If you can dig that.

[KWP]

Of the planet ? Of the body ? Of the sex change ? Either side of what dig ?

[Davidgeo]

I don't mean that in terms of intercourse. It's an intellectual mixing thing. You wouldn't understand as it entails tearing something down to nothing and building it again but better. Your equanimity approach is completely worthless there. You are stuck where you are intellectually, that pretentious equanimity approach prohibits you from truly utilizing the both ends of the spectrum. Quite frankly, if you don't live a monastic life you can only pay lip service to that concept.

[KWP]

Hahahahaha of course I understand ..... You are funny .....


It's true what you say about equanimity ..... Not so easy in the real world, but when you look at the rise and fall of the atoms that we are it becomes easier .... Small steps in the physical

Really though nothing matters .... It's only when we get hinged on something that we add our own value to it ..... It's a pity the hinging is so easy ...

[thecavaliar]

Morning Cheese dong.

Had a bit of time on my hands so I thought I'd have a scroll through your stuff. Got to fifty and guess how many non troll reviews you've had, 43 in all, (wow! 0.86 of a review per scribble on average,) and that includes some so-called writers who are probably fake profiles created by you.
Reality check time Jizzy, no-one is interested, got it! so it's time to head for the hills, because this isn't getting you anywhere.

[RJ]

You're just a little c**k sucker. Hahahahaha. I'm wondering, why are you still a member on a writing site, when obviously, you have no talent. One more thing, about your obsession... Are you really so jealous of everyone, who is much better at writing, than you are? Especially, when a few teens prove to be much better than you, even without much practice. Aww..I kinda feel bad for you... I would help you, but you're obviously beyond any help. So, do us, and yourself a favor... Put away writing, and all writing communities, and get back to your cave, where you will admire yourself, for whatever "reason" you made up. Heh... You're so pathetic, I have to stop wasting my precious time on you. Oh and... Grow up. For your sake.

[KWP]

oh dear ........... that is all