Undestruct me

Undestruct me
I prefer you try to speak in an emotional way I won't respond to anymore practical solutions
No more I love yous
Nowhere to run
Where am I running to
I'm drifting
Wave upon wave
A
Alone with you
Suffering so deep inside
I don't know where to turn
I feel alone as we talk about inventions
I feel alone as I yearn for your touch
And youare completely unaware
Unconnected to me
Yet why do I love you
And you love me
You are a stranger
I am your enemy
Yet why do we stay
I feel unimportant
Silenced
Like I can't have my emotion
And I sleep next to you but I am alone
Alone in my suffering
The fighting has severed the love
And there are no more I love yous
And it seems you don't mind
I admit I destructed us
With my fears
And insecurities
I pushed you away
And now I suffer the consequences
Of a cold dry love
You are no longer with me
And I feel sad
I fought for you
But you are too proud
Love
Too proud
Undestruct me