“Remember my son. Not too high, not too low”.
Six words. Only six. So mundane, so seemingly insignificant.
So easily ignored. Reaching over his shoulder, his hand returned, full of
feathers and wax. Tangible reminders of his failure, of his hubris. Not that he
would need any reminding.
His breath was light, calm, even. No terror, not even
trepidation. Each breath in and out rang heavy in his ears. Deep, but not
quick, heavy but not ragged. All he felt in the moment was an odd serenity he’d
never felt before and could barely comprehend.
Turning his head over his shoulder, he looked down. He
beheld the Aegean, the waters sparkling in the sunlight. The crash of the waves
was inaudible from this height. The odour of salt and sand couldn’t reach him
either. He reached out and flexed his fingers. As high as he was, it was cold.
Goosebumps rose on his arms and the breeze was sharp against his skin.
His mind went to his father, no doubt with his nose buried
in a blueprint somewhere, penning his next architectural triumph. He so
excelled at leaving men and women alike in awe of his achievements. Maybe he’d
understand. After all, had he not been undervalued, denigrated, and advised not
to aspire for great heights for fear of the fall? He had, and was the better
for it. It was a cruel irony that Daedalus’ son would be a literal paragon for
the very warnings he’d scorned most of his life.
The air felt sharper, his descent accelerated. He smiled. He
reached out a hand toward the sun. It filled his vision, stinging his eyes yet
he kept his gaze. In his mind’s eye he could almost see vain Helios, flashing
across the sky in his chariot.
Icarus smiled. He smiled at the Gods, cruel enough to curse
man with the imagination and ambition to think they could stand alongside them,
only to steal that hope, that dream from them. He would join them soon enough,
and when he did, he would stand with his head held high. Even in his failure,
he was all the more satisfied for trying. Even with his hand outstretched, as
he willed, as he demanded, his fingertips to touch the sun itself, he was
reminded that his reach truly did exceed his grasp.
Icarus closed his eyes. He was ready. With a silent goodbye
to his father, he resigned himself to the arms of Hades.
Then, he fell.