The Worst Kind of Tears

Post-Cheating

The worst kind of tears are the ones you can't control. The tears that come from your eyes with out warning. You think you're doing alright but then they hit you like a hurricane. The tears that hit you while you're driving at night, trying to focus on the road ahead of you. The tears that roll down your face involuntarily as you hold in the small whimpers that escape your mouth. The tears that burn your skin. The tears of hatred but more sadness. You tell yourself you're stronger than this. You tell yourself there is no reason for the years, that you don't even care. But the worst tears come and they don't stop. They never stop. The more you think, the more you learn, the faster they come. The worst tears for the worst reasons.