Silent Slumbers

Morose

Every song I hear
reminds me of you

Makes eyes leak
and heart ache

How is it
that when I see a girl in the distance
she becomes you

Even though I know
it cant be

My heart aches
tears flow

Often sitting in the park
watching couples
walk by

A certain scent or fragrance
you appear
in front of my eyes

Tears fall
heart bleeds

People tell me time will heal
you said the same
move on

Yet I dont want to
heal or move on
because if I do

I know you will be gone
Hearts bleeding every day
tears streaming every way

Every single day
I hear your voice
it plays over in my mind
like a melody
a rhyme

heart broken
rivers swollen
by tears
of bitter regret

Now as I take the knife
that will end my life
hearts blood seeps

Sounds of rushing leaves
washing me clean
no angels wings
will make me sing

Silence
no hearts beat
peace
no more heat

Quiet.......................................................silence.....................................sleep

Author's Note

Picture to be added later, sorry it's a bit ugh ugh

Reviews

[Ruth]

Oh love, and you think your were going to be allowed to leave here! LOL Nononononono - this is excellent, actually depressing but with a great twist :) To long this much is truly destroying at times!
Love this!
Hugs
xx

[.]

that's a little depressing for first thing in the morning! But as always you fill it to the brim with unadulterated passion..great write

[Moflo]

This was a very deep and profound poem, great display of emotion. I can relate to the idea of not wanting to move on but you took it to another level, so bravo. Good write.

Heartbreak sucks, it's official.
It kind of reminds me of when I lost a friend of mine. Everywhere I looked I to remember parts of them. Everything just seemed to stir it up. It was really hard to deal with it.
It's sad though how heartbreak brought you to feeling so down. I'm glad you're happy now though!
Great write! A very honest poem!

[Liza]

romantic drama - ahhhh what a saga - i enjoyed the emotional movement - the silence was loud

[Poetic Beauty]

The fragrance part is very true. Every time I send my ex a gift in the mail I put my perfume on it. Well I don't send gifts now. This poem is sad and I had spent the the last three years in that same spot until four months ago. Now I feel like a weight has been lifted. Hoping someday you will feel that too.