Chapter 11A Chapter by Lindsay TI pretend to be sick for the next three days. It’s
cowardly, I know. At I feel
guilty when people come to visit me. Pearson makes a card, a scrap piece of
paper folded in half with FEEL BETTER
HOLLY scrawled on it in his messy printing. Elijah and Hudson steal some
chicken noodle soup from the kitchen, and they heat it up in a measuring cup so
it’s warm. Violet takes my temperature three times a day and records it on a
graph. She’s stumped as to why my temperature is completely normal. I decide to
let her wonder about it scientifically. During the
day, I study my French conjugations. I count the hairs on my arms. I practice
what I’m going to say to Holly: Hello, Holly: (Trembling with fear) I’m really sorry about everything that happened.
Pearson and I are just friends, and he snuck into my room to pull a prank on
Violet and I. Holly: Believe me! On
Wednesday, the last day of my prolonged sickness, Madeleine comes to visit me.
The mere sight of her makes my heart stop in my chest. How could I have
forgotten about Madeleine? Losing “Holly?”
Madeleine stands in my doorway, as if she’s not sure whether or not to come in.
“Are you contagious?” “No. Come
in, Madeleine.” “ Ouch. I
wasn’t expecting him to be so blunt. “Good. He shouldn’t like me.” “Why not?” “Because I
don’t deserve him.” “I think you
deserve him.” She traces the butterfly pattern on my bed-sheets thoughtfully,
and I envy how easy these things are for an eight-year old. “He says that he
loved you before, but the feelings weren’t mootal so it never would have worked
out.” “Mutual,” I
say. And when her meaning catches up to me, I start crying. Because I know that
she’s right. *** That night, both “Thanks,” I
say quietly. “We need to
talk.” Then we wait
another five minutes. If I knew this visit was going to take so long, I would
have locked my door. “So,” I say, because I really
can’t wait anymore, “I think we should discuss, you know…” I tell him
the story, and when I’m finished, “It’s okay.
You were upset.” “Well…how do
you feel? About us, I mean.” “I really
like you. A lot. Do you really like me?” I take a
deep breath. This one’s going to hurt, I
think to myself. “No,” I tell him, “I don’t.” “I think we
should just be friends,” I tell him. “I would like that.” Pearson
comes about an hour later. It’s snowing like a blizzard outside, and he’s
wearing a big black coat and matching boots. His hair is covered in fluffy
white flakes, and I can smell the snow the minute he steps inside. “Holly,”
Pearson says. He grabs the desk chair and swivels around to face me, sitting
down onto the leather with a plop. “I
need to ask you something.” “Are you
truly sick? Cross your heart and hope to die?” Pearson sits
back in his chair and bites his thumbnail. “Huh,” he says. “How’d you do it?” I know that
I should probably be embarrassed, maybe even feel guilty, to admit this. But
since its Pearson, I’m almost proud to reveal my party trick. “Fake vomit.” “Ah.
Clever. What’s your recipe?” “Watered-down
peanut butter. You have to mix it up well, or else it’s too clumpy.” Pearson
makes a face, and I laugh. It does sound
gross, because it is gross- I invented it back in second grade. “Try
adding some garlic,” Pearson tells me. “It adds a little color, and makes it
smell nasty. And if you’re going for a fever, hold a light-bulb to your
forehead for five minutes.” “Very
ingenious, Pearson,” I reply. “I’m impressed.” “As
you should be.” He takes off his jacket to reveal a grey T-shirt with the words
CALIFORNIAN written on it in faded writing. “So how was “Nice
word choice,” I snort. “It was fine. I told him I just wanted to be friends.” “How’d
he take it?” Pearson has started wandering around my bedroom, touching
everything in sight- Violet’s textbooks, the curtain, my collection of glass
beads. “He
seemed alright. I’m sorry, but what is with you and moving around?” I ask,
carefully taking my elephant glass bead from his hand and placing it on my
dresser. “It’s
ADHD,” he tells me. “What’s
that?” The term sounds familiar, like something I’ve read about in a science
textbook, but I can’t put my finger on the definition. “Attention
deficit hyperactive disorder,” Pearson recites. “It means that you can’t focus,
and you have a lot of energy. That’s why I can’t focus and have a lot of
energy.” “I
see.” It’s true; in class he can’t get through five minutes without walking
around the room, and he’s always moving at least one of his limbs. “How long
have you had it for?” “Your
father must have been concerned about you,” I say. I’m curious about Pearson’s
dad, because I’ve heard barely anything about him. “To take you to a doctor,
and everything.” Pearson
laughs and claps his hands loudly in the air. “Not exactly. I think he was just
freaked out, because I was practically running circles around the apartment.
But it didn’t really matter in the end, because the next year he sent me to “That’s
awful.” I’m beginning to understand why Pearson doesn’t like to talk about his
father. “At least you don’t have to see him for a while.” That’s
when it dawns on me. Two weeks from now, the Christmas holidays begin. Two
weeks from now, I’m going home. © 2012 Lindsay TAuthor's Note
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2 Reviews Added on June 30, 2012 Last Updated on June 30, 2012 AuthorLindsay TToronto, CanadaAboutHello! My name's Lindsay, and I'm a fifteen-year old aspiring writer who loves everything literature. It's rare to find me without a pencil or book in hand. I've been writing since a very young age an.. more..Writing
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