chapter 17

The day of Sam's  Funeral. My speech. Lily thought sadly. She looked at the teddy bear the Carney had given her for Zadia. Still in its box. She looked at Sam's Panda all torn up next to hers which was good as new. She thought of the car crash. Lily finally got up and went over to the bathroom. She showered and straighted her hair. Put in snake bites and put on a dress. She had gotten a little dress for Zadia. The little black dress was just like hers. She ironed Victors suit and put on a black veil that clipped into her hair. She looked at herself with zadia in her arms. They looked great. She woke up Victor and he showered and changed into the suit she had lay-ed out for him.

"Ladies and Gentlemen we are here to celebrate the lives of Samantha Jane Buswell and Dylan John Parker. Who died together and loved together. Samantha know as Sam by her friends and family died with a child. A unborn child." The pastor said. "I will know introduce you to Lily Anderson. The best friend of miss Sam who was in the car the day of the accident." The priest gestured to lily that she was to go to the mike.

"We had gone to the carnival. We had tons of fun. We went to everything. We even got matching panda's. We were best friends and i wonder how would things be different if me and victor sat in the front seat. MY daughter wouldn't have a mother. She would be with her god father. I rememberer the glass shattering and Sam screaming." Lily wiped the tears from her face. "I know that she would do the same for me as i am doing for her. She wouldn't want to be morned. She would wanted to be talked about fondly. She would want to be celebrated for the life she had." Lily began walking off stage. Victor got up to take her place. 


"Dylan would have been a god father to Sam's child. They would be perfect. Now both of them are dead. I should say all 3 of them. Sam's child would be like our child. Loved even if we are too young to be parents as some people would say. I wish Dylan could be here to struggle thought this with me. But he's not. The only thing Dylan was spared was that him and Sam were dead at the same time. He didn't have to suffer thought not having the one that he needed. Or suffer the fact that she or he might be permanently crippled. They didn't suffer. I don't thing Dylan would want to be morned but he would want to be Celebrated."

"Sam was  my best friend. We met thought Lily, me and lily were friends and Sam sat with us one day on the bus. Sam was a great friend and a good kisser." Danya (Danny) froze. She couldn't believe she had said that. She hurried off the stage. She thought about that party where she and Sam were drunk and had kissed.

After many different speech's and tons of love. They finally left. In the car lily gave Zadia the teddy bear the Carney had given to lily for here.

"Love hurts." Victor mumbled to lily.

"And life sucks, but its moments like this that make it all worth while." She said looking down at Zadia who was fast asleep with the punk teddy bare tightly in her arms."