chapter 16

Lily wrapped her arms around him in her and victors room. She pulled him into a kiss. "I hate it when you get me all worked up and full of love." Lily told Nate clearly. She didn't want to have another child on her hands. She pulled him towards the bed then they fell to the floor. They loved each  other but they were forbidden to show it outside closed doors. They lay-ed there after about 30 minutes and talked. They were all a mess so they went and showered. Lily Changed into fresh clothes and gave Nate a pair of victors to wear.

"Do you want me to hate you is that it. I could tell Victor and ruin both of your lives. I want to protect you but you keep chasing after her skirt. You are hurting tons of people by loving her. You hurt Victor Me You Zadia Lily Mom Dad her parents Victors parents EVERYONE." Nelly began to cry. Nelly finally showed a side she never showed before. The side that cared. For him and for Lily for his child and Lily's love. Nate and Nelly's parents. Everyone.

"I know but i love her so much. She loves me even if she cant show it. I need her. I don't think i could live without her."

"She can still love you like she needs to love you. Even if its not the way you want she can and will love you her own way. You have to accept that. Now go to bed squirt."

Lily texted nate around 10 asking how was nelly. He told her about talking to her. 'So madam ice has a heart. I never thought i would see the day.'

Victor came home from the kemo and lily could barley wait for him to shut the front door let alone go upstairs. As he shut the door she ran to him and began to kiss him over and over again. She loved him so much. She ran to her closet to change. She hurried out and kissed Victor all over again. They made it to the bed. She loved him so much. She kissed and hugged and loved him for hours. When she heard the crying from the baby moniter. She climbed out of bed and cleaned herself up. She went to the nusery and gave Zadia a bottle and sat in the rocking chair trying to put her back to sleep. It worked. She went back to her room. "Do you really think that you want to marry me. Im suck a stupid person and your so level headed."


"I'm sure you are the one for me. It will be me you and zadia. No death. No man s***s. No nelly. No parents except us. We will have a babysitter so you can go to college and i can get a job and i will be hear almost every night to love you and hug you and make you feel needed." He told lily all she needed to hear.

Lily climbed into bed and fell asleep.