Painsaken Times

Painsaken Times

A Poem by lilylorenzo
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Ever wondered if you belong?

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Painsaken Times

Feeling so lost in this world.

That empty space leaving me oh so cold.

I always wondered if I really belonged.

Would anyone care if I disappeared; gone?

I remember those Painsaken times.

Running around lost, losing my damn mind.

Many of those lonely nights where all I can do was cry.

Not once did you see if I was okay or even try.

I’m always battling my dark side.

It’s literally taking me alive.

I always bottled up my emotions.

But, that’s what I was taught until an explosion.

I tried to end it with all my might.

But something keeps bringing me back and wants me to fight.

I really don’t know why? There’s nothing to life.

Just know I remember those Painsaken times.

                              Lily Lorenzo

© 2016 lilylorenzo


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lilylorenzo
just let me know what you think of it. comments and opinions welcomed. Thank you!

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Nice

Posted 8 Years Ago


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lilylorenzo

8 Years Ago

thank you!

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lilylorenzo
lilylorenzo

Elizabeth, NJ



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