The Acrimonious Cycle

my Boyfriend wrote this

Anger runs strong and hard within me
Bringing all the worst out of me
It makes me to be stronger but at what cost
Only forcing people away from me those relationships now never to be again

Hate may be a strong word but it perfectly describes what you do to me
You torture me so and why but because of petty indifferences
Take me up and throw me down you know I'm under thumb
But yet you don't know what doing this will force me to be

I will rise up
I will defeat you
And I will throw you to the dust
When hate and vexation reach their peaks

Wearing my emotions on the outside and screaming from the inside
Malice takes over with destruction on the mind
The scream within reaches outward as the ground stains red
I've been cast away what more is there for me but pain and suffering

Animosity it consumes me
Filling me with the ill will that I have for you
Exasperation bestowed upon thee
Antagonism in it's prime no release for me this time

Locked and loaded about to pull the trigger...

Insanity firm in the driver's seat
Driving up the fear and tearing down this world as you hit that wall
Grinding within you pulling everything apart
Hitting the ground with no idea where this got it's start

Wounds torn open some not for the first time
I struggle to my feet it's time for the process to begin again
It is already known that nothing will be the same
It's this vicious acrimonious cycle that will forever keep this going

Just pretend it never happened.