Death the Forth Horseman

I can't tell if I'm going crazy

this whole year i've been going through a bit of a rough patch and I think there's some dark forces behind it. I have some memories in my head, that happened through out this year and my life, but these memories didn't come to me until about a month ago. So my freshman year of college I was at the mall one day by myself and some lady I've never seen before tells me that I can get famous. I look at her like she's crazy. She then asks me if I'm good at basketball and I tell that I'm Okay at basketball and walk away. I left the mall thinking that we didn't speak. The thing is that about three months ago I remembered that her and I sat down and spoke and she told me about somethings that were going to happen in the future. I thought I was talking to that person but at one point she tells me that the person talking isn't the person in that body. I ask who it is and she says Hades. Let's go back to when I was going to sunday  school. I was in fourth or 5th grade when one day at some christmas event some pastor starts talking to me in spanish. He tells me that he's hades and that he's a girl. The pastor was telling me that he's a girl. Everytime Hades and I speak she makes a good effort to let me know she's a girl. At some point the pastor also told me that I'm death. The pastor said that my soul knows I'm death and that he's not going to let me know until I'm old enough. I didn't remember this until like a month ago. The lady at the mall tells me that my friends are going to try to kill me and, I'm going to lose the love of my life, and that I'm going to get in trouble for messing around with some girl I'm going to meet online. Let's fast forward to last December. Well I meet up with a girl I matched with on tinder. Throughout the date we smoke and chat and she gives me head a few times. Throughout the date she proves to me that she can read minds but also knows past childhood memories and tells me she can see the future. She tells me I'm going to be rich. I didn't remember about the girl at the mall but she brought up the girl at the mall. Through out the night she would be telling me things that are going to happen this year some were lies and some were truthful. While this was happened I didn't realize the severity of these lies. For like the first half of this year everyday I would think things were going to happen cause of what she told me but they wouldn't. The things that actually happened I remember she said were going to happen but I always remember the lie first I remember the truth after they happen. So it's a lot of build up for nothing. That night she asked me to say some words in another language and I asked what would happen if I say them and she said everything would come true. I say the words but wrong on purpose and she then tells me she's the devil trying to take my soul but couldn't cause I said it wrong. Multiple spirits entered this girl's body that night. I remember that at on point I was looking at myself while this girl was giving me head I was having a out of body experience. I
 was telling myself that the girl giving me head at that moment was the love of my life's soul. She told me that I was going to get on the basketball team at school and later get famous and everyday she made me think I was going to get laid. My soul hates me but we'll get into that later. So a week after this I ask out the girl i've been wanting since high school and she ignores me. That night I smoked with a friend of mine. When he was dropping me off at home he tells me that all the girls he likes like me and that If I get with the girl I love he's going to tell some kid he knows that's in a gang to kill me and her and he told me he laced the weed with bars (xanex). I punched him in the mouth he fell asleep and I slammed his head against the steering wheel. He woke up and told me that he's going to tell our drug dealer to lace the weed I buy everytime. The next day I didn't remember any of that happened. The next night I smoke with him and couple other friends. One point during the night after we smoked one of these friends gets mad that asked him a question cause I punched that other friend the night before. I didn't have any recollection of me punching my friend. That same kid tells me that he's going to kill me and my family. I punched him in the jaw and stepped on his fingers. He was knocked out and then his brother tells me i'm going to die and I kick him in the face. Then the friend that punched in the mouth the night before gets entered by hades. She tells me to break that kids arm and I did then she told me to kick the kid that was knocked out in the jaw and I did. These same kids drove me home but it wasn't them it was hades the girl I love and her friend's sprirts or soul. I have more to write it's just too much for one story. For now all you need to know is that the apocalypse is coming. Young Karl Marx in the house Engels too.