Please

To Miss You is less hard than to watch you missing me.

But what is hardest of all is that I cannot help you.

I do not wish to come back now.

It would be too complicated.

All I wish is for you to move on and forget me.

Our memories can't help you now.  I am afraid of hurting you.  Please just forget.

Please be everything your dreams have told you about.

But, do not dream about me any longer. 

Please pursue your life as if I never was in it.

make me proud without thinking of me.

Do believe you are better without me.

Think it, believe it and resent me.

As long as you remember to forget me.

Tear apart my untouched room.

Pretend you do not have a memory for all of my possesions.

Give it all to goodwill.

or throw it away.

Please know that it doesn't matter.

Do not try to leave for me what I can no longer take.

nothing on Earth is mine, you cannot think you are mine.

even if I know you once were.

You belong to the new life you create.

and it as well belongs to you.

Know that you cannot move on untill I do.

To help us both you must forget so I can.

Know that it is for your own good.

we'll meet again when you are done being wonderful.

we can talk of old memories then, please save it for then.

we will open books of decades and decades worth of pressed flowers.

the words delicate on our tounges.

Words that had only been exchanged ever by us.

but, first you must turn forward and never look back.

untill of course the time is right.

When time stops for you.

Do not worry I will wait.

And I hope it takes you long.

You will be with me in time.

So do not wish it sooner.

Author's Note

my first poem. feel free to talk to me on form spring
http://www.formspring.me/lightourcity

Reviews

[EMW]

I like this.

[Sofia N]

Wow this is really really deep but its a great work of art. I loved it. It is amazing how the description and everything goes together. The words, everything, I loved it. Nice job. Keep up like that. ;-)

[segrk th,zey]

very creative. its written from a dead persons point of view? thats what made it cool to read. u dont see poems like this very often. u did a neat job at it.