I'm Not Ready

I struggle with time.

               It goes on--

                        I'm not ready.

Decisions.

           Am I right?

      Can't go back,

                      time regretting,

               every moment I missed.

                      Alone by choice.

          Isolation,

            causes me grief.

      Can't be bold.

         Won't let love in.

I feel out of place.

                 I don't belong. Around people

                    I'm strong,

                               I'm a fake.

                  Once they're gone, I'm the weak one.

I don't trust anyone.

      Time never develops faith.

Why do I give chances to people

                 when they're selfish and won't change?

Reviews

[free will]

Missed opportunities, regreting not having a say, may be next time, learn from the past. Thanks for sharing :)