Lift Me Up, So I go Straight to Hell.

Lies have been told and an apology cannot be given.

A warm summers day, and i am frozen.

The suns shining bright, yet i'm lost in the dark

Sounds of laughter and joy echo to the heavens

Yet the silence and despair drown out the glee

Alone in my corner, with nothing, i'm alone

I would apologize for all that i'v done.

With every breath, life is fading.

Seconds are wasted, and i slowly disappear

And to who can i say sorry? Nobody is here

For the lies i'v told and those i'v hurt.

But now i'm lost, no sense of a beginning

So here i sit. Paying for my sins.

Where is my guardian angel now?

Where are my wings?

Lift me up, so i can go straight to hell.

These scars will never heal

This pain will never reside.

Lost inside of my mind, as my veins pervade,

an apology is all i need, is all i wish to give.

Seconds to minutes and to hours.

Weeks to months to years and the scars sink.

Blood is not enough to give, Nicotine doesn't resolve the mind.

So here i sit, alone, utter misery

And to who can i say sorry? Nobody is here

For the lies i'v told and those i'v hurt.

But now i'm lost, no sense of a beginning

So here i sit. Paying for my sins.

Where is my guardian angel now?

Where are my wings?

Lift me up, so i can go straight to hell.