Soar Till the Current Subsides

Anxiety is full of emotions and symptoms. You need to keep strong.

Fearful of the future

Not Knowing whats to come.

Anxiously awaiting,

Will it come?

Suffocating within myself,

Bearly breathing.

Numb to every touch

Sensitivity fading yet at the highest peak.

So where am I?

When will i come back

To my own reality.

And when will i soar

With wings so fine

I will have a destiny.

Happiness and sunshine

is within reach, Yet too far

Way to far to touch.

Relaxation so anxious.

Mellow without feeling calm.

With colors so dull and life so short.

Why is life fading.

Realizations so clear,

I cannot grasp reality.

Hope is strong.

Only grasping a sliver.

So where am I?

When will i come back

To my own reality.

And when will i soar

With wings so fine

I will have a destiny.

Happiness and sunshine

is within reach, Yet too far

Way to far away to touch.

No sign of temptation,

No Sign of Clarity.

i cannot find comfort Where i'm lying.

So i hold up my own

My own will to become strong

And to again Find who i really am

Hope never fades

Stuck in a current

Fleeing to find something steady 

Steady and strong

Strong and beautiful

So where am I?

When will i come back

To my own reality.

And when will i soar

With wings so fine

I will have a destiny.

Happiness and sunshine

is within reach, Yet too far

Way to far to touch.

Day by day

As the hours pass 

And life keeps moving foreword

I will find my comfort

And my life

To where i will be comforted

Sunshine will glow

Happiness will follow

And the current subsides