missing miss playful missA Poem by lifelikehappynessI wrote this piece shortly after my house burned down, which was followed by a messy divorce. The bills piled up from both incidents, leaving me in a really bad hotel. These are the words I wrote.i see in moments now i am blind from the past the knowledge of my future is to much to grasp these hallways are almost to much to take someone happy walk through for f***s sake someone with aspirations show me whats right tell me its going to be ok so im not up all night these hallways are ful of lovers and dreamers they are full of moaners and screamers counting down in numeric order to the end of me and the beginning of something we both can agree the lies wrap down around the center of your spinal cord forcing you to say alot of things you cannot afford this is the first thing since the beginning of a divorce its not smooth, its not nice, its really coarse i pledge my alliance and i divorce a catastrophe with set reliance i divorced a plastic me i played the fool until i won just play it cool, until she is done a mindset of constant overreacting a radical regret that is content in lacking prying my hate from my cold dead hands and this is not the end of my goddamn plan i am no longer your slave or your man and i no longer have the pieces to play the game I have been beaten, and ill never be the same © 2012 lifelikehappyness |
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Added on March 24, 2012 Last Updated on March 24, 2012 Author
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