Confidence

Within Myself

Emptiness, Unwanted, Despair

Perhaps in denial of accepting Rejection, for certain,

Ability to differentiate in mentally age,

Not able to fathom it's dissemination,

Well, meaning blind to acceptance of my own generation,

To really know of those in aspiration,

A conversation may hence my own expectation,

really doubtful to an example of any nation,

Makes me a fool, to believe in its infestation.

Has made me lose myself in condensation,

better yet lost forever in confidence aspiration,

What is that really mean, to have confidence?

I am supposed to know  the content of myself,

Or really a little mouse to await your calling,

Again repeat, unselfish of the inner soul,

to mind, your own or yet crazy b***h be forgotten.