My Fault, My Fear, My Future

I do fear

It'll take many years 

For my body to forgive my brain 

To heal the wounds 

Have strength resumed 

And blood enrich my veins 

I recall

My thoughts at nightfall

And the sick war far within 

Those heavy plights 

And heated fights 

Scarred underneath my skin 

Now I pray 

Start fresh everyday

I've wasted too much time

I must forgive

Let myself live

So these next years will be mine

- lr