Girl Forever gone

Her face is puffy and red, while painful tears stream down her sad face. She cries out loudly, hoping someone will hear her silent screams. so many voices going through her head, telling her how much better she would feel if she was dead. she places her shakey hands over her ears and tries not to listen. She yells out once again for help, but yet again no one comes to her rescue. She then remains sitting there on her cold bathroom floor, while the clock ticks b. her  body begins to shake uncontrollably, unable to stop it all. Starting to realize that no one cares , feeling alone and helpless. She finally comes to the decision that there's only one thing left to do. she brings her shaking hands together, closes her eyes and prays. she speaks to her god one last time and tells him 

"Lord, i'm so tired and the pain inside doesn't want to go away. I can no longer shed anymore tears, for my eyes hurt. The voices in my head don't fade away , my heart aches so bad that it has become so unbearable  for me. No one loves me, no one cares, no one wants me and no one can help me I tried to be the good girl everyone wanted, but it wasn't good enough. All i wanted was for someone to love me. was that so much to ask? i'm sorry, but i have to end my suffering the only way i know how. please forgive me for what i'm about to do."

she opens her eyes for the last time, and quickly grabs for the razor blade, she forces the sharp blade against her wrist, she starts slitting her veins deeper and deeper into her flesh . the dark blood pours out more and more onto the floor. felling weaker and weaker, becoming more and more unconscious by the second. the blade drops from her hand onto the cold floor, her final resting place. her cold body now collapsed to the floor and she slowly begins to feel the pain fade way, along with her soul, finally falling into an endless sleep. she lays there dead yet free of pain. it is now quite, no screams, so tears, no suffering, just utter silence. 

A girl Gone Forever 

Reviews

[K.]

dark, relatable, and well written.
I can feel the intensity build as I read. nicely done.

[XxAmandaxX]

A very sad poem yet hope to see the girl in Heaven :) Keep on going Alexis ! :)

[DeletedAccount156]

So romantic but tragic, and even thouh that story that she told was awful, at least maybe she's in a better place

[Kristin Lee]

Tragicially romantic in notion yet unjust in the happenstance of it all. This is a profound and desperatly dark write up. Spoken from another writer who knows those emotions all too well. Thank you for sharing.

[Curtis Shannon]

Very profound. Very profound.