VicesA Poem by Le Thi Thao
I often wonder if you would engage
in certain behaviors if you had the chance to dabble in the blissful favor of a break after a long day, or would you come in with mother from another night of working and pour a glass of death to share with her? Would you be so self destructive, to lift a match to your face, absently waste the purity of your breath. Give up what was left of the short time to live to drink and be wild to be too numb to forgive. If you knew your time would be so unjustly cut short would you be a man of risks to gamble the sort of life that we treasured so fiercely. And it's unfair to ask of you what could have been and what would have been but I wonder because I love you and the thought of losing you early, again breaks my heart as it has time and time already. Would you be so careless to ride on two wheels and barely make it home without a few scratches or burns. Would you jump from planes and cheat in games at bars with your friends and laugh until the end of the night then stumble on home after the sky and the road and you fight. If you could see me and your son would you be able to look at us and bring that poison up to your lips and know that every move you make slowly takes you away from us? What vices would we share and what ideas would you give me if you were here and not there, if you could see me today what would you have to say for yourself and the life you could have had with us. Would you give away the last of it to smoke and drink and laugh at the idea of mortality as it slowly took you away from us.. What vices would be worth your time? © 2015 Le Thi Thao |
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