Be there for me.

This is how i feel most of the time now, considering i am always there for my friends but i feel like they are not there for me 100%

I have always been the one,
to listen and hear the revelations.
Well be the one,
the one for me, hear my cry's.
Don't ignore,
because you know it will haunt.
Help me understand what's wrong with me?
put me into a deep sleep,
for once let me enjoy
the world within me.
I can't ignore neither
will i reach.
You should be there,
pulling me up from my sorrows,
like i did for you.
I am not happy,
it's just a play
and i am just a pawn.
Help me escape the lie,
i really need you now,
everyday is a reminder to live
and not to give in.
The sinking feeling grows stronger and stronger,
day by day.
Please pull me up,
Please be there for me.
Please... just hear my cries,
like i did once for you.

Author's Note

Umm how i feel about my friends sometimes!