Wishing With A Wounded Heart

Wishing With A Wounded Heart

A Poem by Rachel

Maybe Elphaba was right, maybe wishing does only end in a wounded heart 
My heart may be unbreakable, but it doesnt mask the fact that my soul has been thrown into the dark depths of the ocean
Where little crabs waddle on top of it, til eventually my soul is so severely scratched it's unrecognizable 
But you know what I wanna know? 
Who invented this thing called love? 
Who ever thought it was a good idea to create something that would make you so excited, so happy and so hopeful
And within days make you feel like an empty pit of despair 
But yet relentlessly clinging onto any little, tiny glimmer of hope, of possibility if the pain that you read was intact just an imagination led by doubt 
How silly was I? 
What on earth was I thinking? 
That miracles could happen? That if I dreamt hard enough my wishes would become reality?
I'm so stupid to believe that my world would change
That if I believed in infinite possibilities the world would hear me
There was a time the universe spoke to me
He was wise and encouraging 
But one day he pushed me off a mountain 
And I landed in a daze upon the gravely hill side 
Feeling foolish that I ever tried to climb in the direction of the celestial sky in the first place 
How can wishing one day feel so miraculous and wonderful 
Like the sweetest slice of tiramisu ever tasted , but than in the next moment feel so utterly ridiculous 
And embarrassing that I just want to crawl into my little lonely shell and sleep 
Where I am reminded that there is not a more painful feeling
Than the feeling of loneliness 

© 2017 Rachel


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Rachel
Rachel

Durham , NH



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