CatastropheA Poem by LeFoxaYou came into my life When it was burnt to ashes Loved me back to life Until you didn’t; so it crashes After the hoping It’s just me again.. “I wish that I was good enough” Hits me again And again And again.. I miss you.. And I know my friends keep telling me to forget you God knows it’s not easy How can I forget you And you were the Mario to my Luigi But it’s starting to feel more like Ouija I’m calling out your name But you don’t answer Moving my hands from left to right Only to hear your laughter There’s no love spell that can inflame you back to me So full of anger You were worst than Jack to me He broke my heart But you were an actual heart-attack you see; I can physically feel my heart getting darker Depression became a friend not a monster But I’m tired of thinking “How can he feel my pain And yet still choose to play me” I honestly blame me You put my hands in the honey pot Only to sting me Pain is what you brought How did you even win me? Blue & red aesthetic Wrapped in sweet Lotus Blowing smoke rings It’s so hard to focus No time for logic I inhale the smoke as I taste your venom; Smudged lipstick The dynamics of how you rise & I blossom Makes this separation hit like brick To the head Did you love me Or you only loved yourself instead? It’s ironic how you made love a death-bed After you promised that the heartbreak-virus won’t spread Now I’m beyond infected My heart is unusable; you wrecked it Unable to love Unable to trust Unable to feel God I want to feel But you made me doubt what’s fake & what’s even real Do I have to sign a deal? Sell my soul In order to heal Will I ever heal?.. Can’t unbox my days You broke the seal I want a refund To all the times we’ve spent I want to untell everything I’ve vent But it’s too late now You’re forever living in my head; rent-free All the tears I own I’ve shed So set me free From this catastrophe © 2020 LeFoxa |
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Added on October 14, 2020 Last Updated on October 14, 2020 |