Lost

I've been lost in the dark
not knowing where I was.. or where I'm headed


Life has lost it's spark
nothing left but memories; shredded...


Love... [question mark]..
it's nothing but a fantasy beheaded
It hurts... then it hurts some more
It breaks us... then we beg for more
It drains our thoughts for sure

Life is broken... anyone... please reset it
To love is to cheat
To befriend is to leap
To trust is to deceit

everyone is hiding behind the mask of hypocrisy
we judge one another...
and yet we claim democracy
" Trust yourself and no other"
Screams the fox in me...

Just like a baby caressed by its mother
I want to feel protected and carefree
but I'm no baby and the harsh reality can't mother me
so, I shut down and count... One... two... three.
hoping that my monsters will let me be