Resolution..

To show that i miss you;
Do i have to cry… when i see you?
Why can't you say; I miss you too?
now voices are going up..
and tears are falling down..
I scream; "Shut up.."
and then come running to hold you..
just don't want to argue
trust, i do care
just so little that I can bare
you know, funny how it sounds.. 
when you say you don't trust me but you love me
how you don't know me and you still hug me
since when it became so hard to believe me..
every time i mess up you wanna leave me..
don't know whether i am happy or angry..
i just can't go on
with or without you..
seems like pain is on the daily menu
and that's not what i ordered
this situation needs to be altered..
because I simply feel tortured
when I first met you; this here..
I never pictured..
This isn't what you offered..
You promised to keep a smile on my face..
But all you do is making me cry..
promised to always be here..
but i stay alone till tears dry..
so hard to love
when they think you lying
feels like am a prisoner of;
words of trying
patience is dying
your lack of faith;
i aint buying..
just cant afford another heartbreak..
don't wanna call this off..
i just need a break..