Illusion

when i used to look at you
emotions be rushing outta my eyes..
in all shapes and colors
and my spirit would just rise..
creating peaceful skies
and comforting tunes and melodies
made me feel like a kid
with the worlds candies..
Milk & Cookies
living fairytale stories
flying with the fairies
eating from the ice-cream mountains
drinking from the chocolate fountains..
all of that..
to keep me isolated
from everything that gets me heated
only you could miss-lead it
to leave me alone.. with you..
nothing else to do..
but to keep on loving you..
but when you walk away..
it all goes away..
just like a plug you pull..
i feel so disconnected..
and that beautiful atmosphere
you wrecked it... 
the skies faded
the mountains melted
and the sound is gone...
you were so wrong....
for leading me on..

But now when i look at you
tears be rushing outta my eyes..
just couldn't believe your lies..
i know i should have been wise..
you put out my candles
and took away my last hope spark
left me in the dark..
nothing to eat or drink
cant get out..
no matter how hard i think
don't really matter..
if i open my eyes or blink..
it won't go away..
there's no sounds at all..
just silence..
now matter how loud i call..
alone i shall fall..
i can only see your ghost
dancing on my tears..
making a toast..
a toast for the illusions you fed me
and to the place that you led me..
but i can grow out of it..
only if I let ME...