Never This Bitter

my pen has dried
after the hope of us 
have died

my pen has dried
when all the tears I've owned 
I've cried

my pen has really dried
knowing that..
this is the end of; 
you and I

The end of;
Hi and the sweet moments we've shared
It hurts even more knowing that you've actually cared

To the beginning of bye
after saying it with a smile
in hopes of meeting sooner than thought
sooner than saying "I missed you" was really needed
and just about enough to make you feel the love I've heated

while waiting all day
creating heart crafts
thinking of all the sweet words I could say
and reminiscing all the things you've done
to make me sway to the sound of your voice

while you're filling up my glass of joy
oh boy... I didn't have much of a choice
but to give in
to my guilty pleasure

To me.. what you had gave
had no measure
It was simply my treasure
at that point there was nothing compared to you
there was nothing better

And I'm sure you understand that;
Separating was never this bitter
It was never this cold..
leaving without telling you what I should have told

while I took me away from you 
and away from me
I never once thought that it was bold
I was as weak and blind as a person could be
I never even known that I had a "coward" in me

I've reached to a cross road of an unknown future
that I knew I'd regret
and what we have shared
even if I tried I won't forget

Even thou separating was never this bitter
but baby please know that Love was never this sweet
love was never this good

I mean no pressure
but allow me to unleash my ink
to caress your paper
giving you a reason to think
and giving me a chance to remember
what It felt like to love somebody..
somebody like you..