I am glad

I am glad
that you're standing by my side.
So glad
when you cover me when I shivered.
So glad
that you didn't see my flaws
and try to say every judgment from all my wrongs.
So glad
that I always think of you
and that you will never be gone.

But as time passes
as people come and go
as I fucked up everything,
I still want to let you go
to let you know
that I never left your side
that I can hear every time you cry
that I am ashamed,
so ashamed
that I couldn't see you and that
you couldn't see me.

I do love you.
I do.
For ever.