"Solo Blues"

i can't escape it ...
i know it's wrong, but i just can't shake it ...bad never felt so good ... but this habit i must break it.
endulging in sin, the Devil, you awake it ... 
then it's hit the road Jack, the highway you take it
no, i don't like it ... but somehow i embrace it
cause this love is not ours, just the best of, i make it
hoping one day .. it won't hurt when i face it

now yet again i am left alone 
alone in a world full of love & sin 
all alone til you come back again 
one of GODs children, yet i'm dancing with the Devil
& even though it taste so good, i wish i never met ya 
but now i'm stuck contemplating over a dialtone
...see his is why i should be alone.

i always hit you up, but @ night's really the force of habit 
the only time i can get you to sprint over here like rabbit
i tote marijuana smoke, & the white girl you bag it 
while i cripple my blues , you dap up those that red flag it
"yo be safe out here n***a, let us know when you smash it ... i'll come scoop you up, hopefully won't be to much traffic"
you Roger that, plotting other ways to reak havoc ...
but not til you've indulged in my sweet magic.
even though it's wrong, my heart i want you to have it
but what you've let others do have let you turn savage

now yet again i am left alone 
alone in a world full of love & sin 
all alone til you come back again 
one of GODs children, yet i'm dancing with the Devil
& even though it taste so good, i wish i never met ya 
but now i'm stuck contemplating over a dialtone
...see his is why i should be alone.

now it's 9 am ... scenario over night, complete it
while i roll me another, you put your clothes on & beat it 
stuck in emotions between confused & concieted
happy, lust, anger, defeat, yearn to love it or to leave it
you tell me sweet nothings & knowing that i shouldn't believe it .. 
just thoses temporary moments are so sweet when i need it
now i'm back from flashback hearing the same dialtone ... see this is why it hurts so less to be alone 

now yet again i am left alone 
alone in a world full of love & sin 
all alone til you come back again 
one of GODs children, yet i'm dancing with the Devil
& even though it taste so good, i wish i never met ya 
but now i'm stuck contemplating over a dialtone
...see his is why i should be alone.