Houston We Have a Problem

He lived in Houston and I lived four hours away. We saw each other for a total of three days, and that was last year. This is how I'm trying to out run him.

1.

I don't expect anything from you

You've been breaking my heart, we should be through

But it doesn't matter anymore

I should just stop trying, I'm the only who's fighting for

Lost love and that taste of June

I wanted that time back that I've wasted on you

I'v tried to stop caring,

to think

to hope

to wait

that you were coming back

that you would want us to work

But I should have known that everything wasn't true

no never not when it comes to you.

 

 

2.

Your something I can only wish for

But I won't get my wish

My virtues my deeds

Will never out run sin

I'm taking the punishment

I never deserved

Out of this desert

But into the rain

Doesn't matter if

This isn't what I want

Because i know in my heart

I'll never get what I wished for.

 

 

 

i miss when you used to sing that silly song to me

 

 

its just the rain falling around me

 

its because i think im in love with you

 

i can imagine what anything would be like its true

its how i got shivers when you said my name

somehow i know tho it will never be the same

 

 

 

its the frost on the window

 

its the early morning chill

 

its the echo thorough the long halls

 

its my heart that melts at will

its the sound of the laughter

its the joy of the day after

its the person i used to be

 

5.

in those final hours of summer i smile and know whats coming to an end

i shed those tears of lovers, of summers, of friends

its hard to know that life has gone on

its been months and still you seem like someone who is anon

you had my hopes held up on the highest string

its hard to know that i think im the only one who is suffering

im getting lost in those dreams of long ago

im filled with dread and sorrows but i do not show

i have left that summer, and now i have school to start again

 

 

im missing you more then you ever did

 

 

6.

youe perfect together

you should be the only one

but your hearts taken

by another someone

harder to pull away

the bond grows stronger everyday

breathe goes shorter

everytime you say

ive never really felt this way

 

7.

i see the difference between you and him

hes got more potential then you ever did

hes got boundries and hes got dreams

but thats not less then you it seems

only he doesnt taint his with that beer

hes got a heart of gold, and promise whispering in his ear

you have a mind set, so does he

there is a differnce between you and me

 

8.

you can harbor your feelings for the longest time

you can make dumb descions and never even talk back

this time before and the time after

i thought i had decided nothing to say to you

you were a waste of my heart, and a waste of my time

because i once had belived every line

 

9.

you still have a hold over me

i still dont understand

why cant you just see

i put you in the back of my mind

i forget you

yet over time

you creep into my dreams

you show me what you meant to me

i tried to forget you

more times then none

you have left me

now im still standing alone.

 

10.

ido you still think about that one night? you only knew me for three days, that would have been the fours, how do you know that you love someon in three days, you dont. but then three days grew to be oe month, and then all those lies turned otu to show themselves.you broke my hear and for once in my life at that point i was being ttue and i could be who i wanted to be. you killed the part of me that wanted to change from my old ways, i still feel the same to this very night. i bet that you dont even think about me, because you had the love of another.

 

11.

the horizan is forever

the sun sets slow

on the water we look

our heads hang low

try to hide those tears

yet it still shows

you grab my hand

it hurts me so

you look at me gently

wiping away the tears

the summers over

theres not turning back

 

12.

the words you sing are sweet to touch

with candy words and sugared love

looking for truth just one more time

nothing to be found here

no sweetness of mine

each breath i take it hurts to breathe

every one collecting whats being built inside me

hardened walls are coming down

nothing to look for

no trace of sound

whats been left here and done is gone and over

 

nothing left to savor, all the sweetness is gone forever.

 

4.

3.

Author's Note

I know that some of the words that should be capitolized but I got this off of my word pad. I also am aware of the spelling errors. These are just some of my thoughts put in a group.

Reviews

[Mistral Bilgera]

wonderfully filled with intense emotions.... I'm wondering why you used such words for the title. at first i thought it has something to do with humor or space thing. still good. :)