Confusion

Thoughts of suicide running in and out my head,

Undeniable thoughts of wishing ot be dead,

Looking around me not knowing how i feel,

Thinking to myself can this be real,

I feel like my hearts being ripped away,

Just trying to survive day to day,

This stress is creating unforgivable tension,

Yet everything seems to go unmentioned,

Mixed thoughts and feelings racing through my brain,

Wishing god would cover these tears with the rain,

I find it hard to open my heart,

But i am afraid i will lose him if i dont start,

I cant face it, the truth, it scares me,

I wish my mind, heart, and soul would just let it free,

And now i finally think i found my true love,

Its like god sent me a message from up above,

But im scared and confused and i dont know why,

Sometimes i feel like i just want to cry,

I want to be with him forever if i can,

I feel his love through the smallest things like holding his hand,

I wake up each morning not knowing what the world will bring,

Almost afraid to learn new things,

Im not exactly sure what to do,

How am i suppose to make it through,

My little secrets are my life,

To give them up would be a sacrifice,

Yet i want him to know how i feel,

I want him to hold me and tell me my heart will heal!

Reviews

[Brandon Lee Burton]

im sorry you and david didnt work