No One Cares

I wrote this a very long time ago

Alone I lay,
Thinking of how my life could end,
At the pull of a trigger,
At the many pills taken,
At the very edge of a blade,
Alone I stray,
From my painful reality,
Into the pits if insanity,
Thinking of how no one cares,
what may bring my end,
whether it be by,
the ledge often looked,
the river often swam,
the street often driven,
Thoughts of pain swim in my mind,
Thoughts of end show themselves,
No one cares,
what may happen,
what may lurk behind this pain,
this stress....
No one cares,
whats behind these feelings,
No one cares,
what may lay in this aching
heart.