hope

A Story by laylosh

this is my first time writing a story hope u enjoy

it was about 6am when i woke up and went to the garden i took the white flowers that i had bought in my hands and just stood there for a moment i looked up at the sky it was so blue and beautiful i was looking around to see a sign that will make me change my decision but there was none except i felt uneasy by the breeze it was like the world was feeling me it was a beautiful day yet it seemed depperesing the sun was shinning bright and it was warm it was as if the warmth was soothing me and the breeze hugging me as if we were saying our goodbyes i sat down in the garden with my white flowers and a mini shovel i started digging to plant the flower i was home alone my parents had gone to another city cause a realtive was sick as i was digging i hit something hard it sounded like a metal i put my hand in the hole and took out the metal box it wasn't big at all but it was all crusty i put it aside and planted the flower i had decided that nothing will get on my way

this time i'll do it i picked up the box and went back to my room i had cleaned the whole house and had a shower last night i had the things that i'll need on my night stand my rasor blades and pills i wanted to use to method just so i can be sure i get the job done and don't end up embarrasing myself it was now 6:30 i planned on doing it at 7am i had my letter on my nightstand as well i opened the metal box and it was full of papers that had writings on it and the papers were soo yellow which was also a sign that it was old