It Doesn't Hurt Me.

for my mother, she is not dead but gone, and I miss her.

it doesn't hurt me.
to see the pain in your eyes

it doesn't hurt me
to see all the tears you've cried

it doesn't hurt me
to watch you dying inside.

i know.
I want to know that it can never hurt me
cause I never let the pain in
but im cold, cold and hurting
and your still with me

what do I do
cause I can never let it hurt me
the way your heart feels heavy
I didn't want to feel it too.

it doesn't hurt me.
to see you all alone

it doesn't hurt me.
to have you not at home

It doesn't hurt me.
to see how deep the knife cut

It isn't hurting
to see all of your love
decay..
to see the light fade
from your eyes

it doesn't hurt me
when I feel you in my memories
to see how you used to be
and know
know that it hurts me
to see what is to be
of you

I try to not let it hurt me
i try to not let my heart see
how you became
and all the violence and pain...

I know.
I know that I love you
and what you are hurts me
when you suffer I do see
how alone you are
I too own your scar

I want you to know it hurts me.
and how i miss you

It always hurts me.
to see the pain your in

I hurt because now I can
I can feel now how it hurts me
and forever know how it will be
I will always miss my mommy

Reviews

[lawrence bear]

touching piece. thanks for sharing

[alan khan]

i felt this. amazing work.