3 Steps to Suicide

Self pitying, Realization & Recognition, Acceptance.

I'm never alone

I'm alone all the time

The days go by

And you still think that I don't try

I need some inspiration

So I ruin the lives around me

Feel the need to run

I don't know what has come over me

I romanticized an extreme misery

For once in my life I succeeded

I don't know what has come over me

Must be an extreme misery

My worst nightmare is in my dreams

But I never fall asleep

I find myself promising this isn't me

I love the people around me,

As they try to hurt me.

Jokes on jokes.

Smokes on smokes.

Maybe this is me

Author's Note

Spur of the moment thought but any opinions (negative/positive) or editing ideas are very welcome.