The FireworkA Story by LaurDeeI remember looking at you.
Everything felt like it was in slow motion, like someone had somehow
found the remote to my life and was sitting, watching, the events unfold. I
remember looking at the firework against the dark sky. I remember the single burst of red and orange
and the fire against the black until the spark turned into debris, scattered
across the beach. I heard the waves crashing and felt the night breeze dance
across my skin. I remember that I had
goose bumps. I felt oddly close to the moment, the feeling and the single
firework that was enveloped by the black.
I slowly turned my head back towards yours. Why was it so slow? I looked at your
eyes. Mine were locked in yours and
yours were locked in mine until it was unclear what we were both looking
at. But I remember the expression, the
knowing, the understanding behind your pupils. I turned back towards the deep
blue of the waves and walked closer towards the tide. I heard you start to walk behind me but I had already buried
my toes into the damp sand. It was too
late to get out now. I felt your body
heat. I looked up at the sky, still in
slow motion. “What’s wrong?” I tore my head away from the sky. I was trying to find the spark that had been
there earlier, trying to find the orange in the black. Trying to see the fire. It couldn’t possibly be extinguished; it had
to still be there, somewhere, hidden under a layer. “What’s wrong?” “Sorry, what?” “What’s wrong?” I didn’t answer him.
I never did. But then again, the
truth doesn’t make a noise. I found myself trying to collect the debris on the beach,
hoping that somewhere within the charred remains was a reminder of the
brilliant display of life I saw earlier.
I needed to find it. I had to
find it. Four and a half months later, I found it. I saw you.
You were with her and I saw the firework again against your dark
pupil. Maybe she saw it too. Maybe she didn’t. But I did. © 2017 LaurDeeAuthor's Note
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