He never was the one

Fyl

I pushed my mama away from me
For what?..
Just cause I thought I was in love

I disappointed her , she thought her babygirl
The one she that natured and cared for so long was always going to be safe

She trusted him, how couldn't she
No matter all the flaws she saw in him
She gave him a chance , a chance to prove himself

But it happened quick
Blur city lights and intoxicated breath
I ran up those stairs
Underwear torn , my clothes ripped
Where could could go , was far from home
So I ran to his his home ,
that's what came first
His was my boyfriend
He said he my hero
But that night he didn't save me

He watched as the cops pulled me in
Shouting for his name but he stood there
Watching me while the hot tears ran down my face

3am , cops pulling at my home telling my parents
They faces , the way my mom broke
She thought she it was her fault
She blamed herself for days , months