The acceptance Of Fantasy

Just how hard can you believe about something that it makes it so true

I think as a child I believed in fantasy way to much 

Now its catching up to me 

It feels like I'm dreaming 

Everything around seems not be real 

You see how if you believe in something way to much 

The way it impacts you 

The way you make your choices impact on your belief 

I am dreaming , i swear to you 

My life is like a fairy tale 

But it can't be 

The whole thing about fairy tales and fantasy 

Is just a way to trick your mind to be happy 

To create something in your mind you can wish for , to give hope to something unreal , to give it so much power 

You see , i daydreamed about long days with him in his arms 

I thought about how good we looked together and how happy i thought we were 

My mind created that fantasy , i hoped for it to come alive 

But it didn't 

So i learned to move on 

I saw you being happy , so i thought let me be happy too

We started to drift apart 

I tried to stay but it looked like you didn't want me too

So I let the society that we were trying to break down 

Break us apart 

We saw this happened 

We felt this happen 

I saw you living well 

You saw me living well

We both were doing good 

You see I learnt to let our fantasy go 

But when i saw you 

When you hugged , the way i missed your touch 

But i didn't think about us as anything anymore 

You care you told me 

You cared more then you wanted to say 

I thought we were done 

Until you told me what has been on your mind 

The fantasy of us never left 

I thought i was stupid for still hoping 

But you also hopped too 

You see how much s**t you believe in impacts your life ?

(haven't written in a while , had a little block) xx