who am i

idc

I used to be the little happy girl

Laughing and smiling at the word

Waiting to grow up and become one with the happy world 

But the happiness died

When the world took away my dad 

Now im starring at myself in the mirror

Trying to find myself 

Age of 13 

I started trying again 

giving the world everything i could give 

But it took it away again 

Now im starring at myself in the mirror

Trying to find myself 

I met someone 

Who told me to give the world love and hope

I gave it all again

I fell in love 

But then the world took him away 

So i keep giving telling myself that im not giving the world enough 

I changed everything about myself for the world

I keep changing ad giving

But the world just keeps taking 

Now im starring at myself in the mirror 

Trying to see whats wrong with me 

Now i see it 

The world doesn't want anything 

from a broken teenager 

with broken parts

with no light in her eyes 

thats why it keeps taking and breaking me more

the world wants me to leave 

...maybe its time to say bye to the world and join my dad 

...maybe there with him i will find out who i am