Unnameable Feeling

This feeling

I can’t put a name on it

Nor can I describe entirely.

When I see you two snuggle

My body temperature

It gets very..cold.

I can’t explain it

Why this happens

But it does.

It’s not jealousy.

It is so much more

Much more complex.

It’s not hurt

But I do feel a bit empty

And I feel sad.

If there was one word

Just one

That could describe it

I would use it.

There’s more than one word to it though

I just feel so left out.

Uwanted.

Just another person

That you can add to your collection.

I know you don’t view it that way

But my mind can’t help

but to feel void.

Empty.

Hopeless.

~11/9/2011~

Author's Note

don't criticize. It's just needed to let it out.