gone with the wind

The leaves turned their shades into grey
I waited for you to stay
But you were gone with the west wind
I tried so hard for us to be together
I followed you till the end
Till my feet got tired
I screamed your name
Till my mouth got parched
I wanted you so bad
But you ripped the smile off my face
You pushed me so hard that I fell apart
You shoved me deep in the ground
So deep with no light
A dark scary place
Its like a dark paradise