I Have To Cry

I have to cry for what has not happened

Let go of what could have been 

For it is futile to think another timeline has ever existed

I have to cry for what has made me so angry

Let go of what I could have done

For it is futile to think I could've known

I have to cry for the opportunities wasted

Let go of all my resumes put in a bin

For it is futile to think I could've had what I couldn't get

I have to cry for what my life has been

Let go of what it is

For it is futile to delve in the past and drive your car into concrete

The future is never conceited enough to think it exists